sigh ... its hard for everyone.

to think you know everything is just wrong. i guess its just the way of life.

on the other hand, i seem to see less and less of my "close" friends ever since i started to cut jac off from my life. i mean, yeah, she does get me jealous all the time and i cant seem to do anything about it but watch and see what happens. so am i going to let her push me around? i guess not. eventhough i dont see much of my friends, at least i am so-so happy and not so emo anymore about random things that concern her. so yeah, i hope ill be alright. i mean, of course i will be alright! :)

hopefully i can. hopefully i will. all i depend on is hope, and myself.

rick.